THIS
XANGA
IS
CLOSED, MOTHERFUCKERS.
I'VE
MOVED
HERE.

Sucks To Be Me.

God, I've spent like two days downloading the Avenue Q soundtrack. Thanks 56k.
But I think it must be worth it because I can't stop listening to it. Hah.
Siiigh. I've needed a new musical to cling on to anyway. Wicked is my next target.
*shifty eyes*

SIIIGH. My heart hurts.
Both literally and figuratively.
Heartache is so gay.

"A mix tape. He made a mix tape. He was thinking of me, which shows he cares. Sometimes when someone has a crush on you, they'll make you a mix tape to give you a clue. Let's see...'You've Got A Friend', 'The Theme From Friends', 'That's What Friends Are For' ... SHIT."

I tell myself I'll wait forever if I have to, but there are brief moments when it just kind of eats at me and makes me want to give up. But I'll never give up on him, because I love him and he means the world to me. And I suppose having him as a friend isn't supposed to be torture. I mean I remember telling somebody that, "I'd rather have a good friend than a boy friend who will just get tired of me and leave." I don't know if I mean that or not. But that would be the most noble thing to say and think, isn't it?

Hello, guess who has a new digital camera?
Go ahead, guess!
Who doesn't enjoy getting new toys? <3

Currently Listening Apple O' By Deerhoof see related

Panda Panda Panda Panda Pan-CHINA!

Meme I stole from Elisa.

Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song title as the answer to the question.

How does the world see me?
"Night Goat" - Melvins
(...great.)

Will I have a happy life?
"Bizarre Love Triangle" - New Order
(Well, god damn...I guess that's no?)

What do my friends really think of me?
"Nothing Better" - The Postal Service
(Yay!)

Do people secretly lust after me?
"Milk It" - Nirvana
(Is that a yes...?)

How can I make myself happy?
"Flat Out Fucked" - Mudhoney
(Well, god damn.)

What should I do with my life?
"Sabbath Prayer" - Fiddler On The Roof
(I shall convert to Judaism at this moment.)

Why must life be so full of pain?
"A Manic Depressive Named Laughing Boy" - Modest Mouse.
(I knew it...!)

How can I maximize my pleasure during sex?
"Kill Me Quickly" - Thrice
(...I'm that bad, huh?)

Will I ever have children?
"Little By Little" - Oasis
(OH, FUCK.)

Will I die happy?
"Beautiful" - Belle And Sebastian
(Sweet.)

What is some good advice for me?
"Pas Assez De Toi" - Manu Chao
(It means "Not Enough Of You" ... I don't know if that answers the question or not.)

What is happiness?
"When Flying Feels Like Falling" - From First To Last
(Right, I'll make a note of that.)

What's my favorite fetish?
"The Radiator Hums" - Cursive
(WHAT?)

How will I be remembered?
"Role Model" - Eminem
(Duh, I could've told you that.)

Ookay. That was fun.
I'm watching Svengoolie right now.
SOO CHEESY. ARARGAEAGH.