Sucks To Be Me.

God, I've spent like two days downloading the Avenue Q soundtrack. Thanks 56k.
But I think it must be worth it because I can't stop listening to it. Hah.
Siiigh. I've needed a new musical to cling on to anyway. Wicked is my next target.
*shifty eyes*

SIIIGH. My heart hurts.
Both literally and figuratively.
Heartache is so gay.

"A mix tape. He made a mix tape. He was thinking of me, which shows he cares. Sometimes when someone has a crush on you, they'll make you a mix tape to give you a clue. Let's see...'You've Got A Friend', 'The Theme From Friends', 'That's What Friends Are For' ... SHIT."

I tell myself I'll wait forever if I have to, but there are brief moments when it just kind of eats at me and makes me want to give up. But I'll never give up on him, because I love him and he means the world to me. And I suppose having him as a friend isn't supposed to be torture. I mean I remember telling somebody that, "I'd rather have a good friend than a boy friend who will just get tired of me and leave." I don't know if I mean that or not. But that would be the most noble thing to say and think, isn't it?